I lost a dear friend in a car accident this past Sunday, and the last time that I saw him, I didn't hug him like I normally did because I was in a hurry. The guilt that I carry because of that is devastating, but I know that as time goes by, that pain will become a dull ache in my heart, and will just be added to the other aches that I carry.
This time of year is supposed to be filled with love, laughter and time spent with friends and loved ones, but I am seeing more anger and hate and discontent than I have ever witnessed. The economy is such that there are so many that cannot do anything for their children for Christmas, and I for one, know exactly how that feels. If it wasn't for the compassion of someone that I care very deeply for, I wouldn't have any money to get my children anything this year either.
One of the pages that I subscribe to on facebook posted this yesterday, it hit me like a ton of bricks:
Tell your parents, your friends and everyone important in your life how much you love them while they're alive and do it often...Don't wait for their funerals to express how much they mean to you...it's too late then, they won't hear you...Make them smile now, let them feel it now."
I am going to make it a point to always tell people how much they mean to me...even if they aren't speaking to me for whatever reason. I am dealing with that as well with a couple of friends who are...well were, like family to me.
Love deeply, appreciate those around you, accept with compassion those who are less fortunate and Have a Merry Christmas.
