MSM and their Lies

 I honestly find it rather amazing that after so many things have been revealed to be out and out lies told over and over by the MSM that people STILL tune in to their bullshit. If you are wondering what on earth I could be talking about, well the biggest lie that they crammed down your throats for the past year+ is the death rate from C-19. A short while ago, the CDC quietly changed the death numbers on their site. That death rate is NOT 3,360,651 worldwide. That is the total number of deaths of strictly C-19 + deaths with other co-morbidities, + deaths by automobile, motorcycles, etc… the ACTUAL death count is between 4 and 5% of that number (roughly 168,033). For the US, out of the 592,049 deaths listed, the deaths from STRICTLY C-19 is roughly 29,600. Those are some pretty big margins. Now, if you aren’t asking why they keep pushing those numbers, you really need to. I can answer it in one word… FEAR. Now, the MSM works with the left, and the RINOs of the right, they are no longer a non-partisan entity. Journalists of yesteryear were part of the checks and balances against our government. They were to just share the news with NO slant. Walter Cronkite was a huge democrat, but when he did the news, it was just that… the news, no slant, no bias, just the news. Well, it’s no longer like that. You can’t tune into a news channel nowadays without having some agenda shoved down your throat.

 

I started this a week ago or longer, and since doing this, an FOIA was submitted and all of Anthony Fauci’s emails were requested and released. If you want to look into them yourself, here is the link: https://www.documentcloud.org/documents/20793561-leopold-nih-foia-anthony-fauci-emails  Those emails reveal a LOT! The fact that the virus was created in a lab in Wuhan China, Fauci helped to fund it and it was created to be a bioweapon. Don’t believe me? Click on the above link and look for yourself. I am sure that you remember last year (2020) when President Trump suggested that the virus was lab created, the MSM had a field day. He was mocked, laughed at and again, vilified. Well, here’s the thing about this virus. OUR Government funded it… Obama sent the Wuhan Virology Lab over $3 million dollars in 2015, that was followed by $76,000 (or somewhere in that vicinity) in 2016 and 2017. In 2017, President Trump discovered this and put a stop to the funding. Fauci “predicted” a breakout during the Trump Presidency. But no one paid attention, no one cared. We should have. The MSM laughed at President Trump and at anyone who even dared suggest that the virus was created in a lab. Imagine that… gaslighting the entire US population just because they hated our President that much. Stop and think for a moment; for three years the MSM blasted the whole Russian Hoax, the Steele Dossier, collusion and other grievances and EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM were LIES. The Steele Dossier was created by someone who HATED President Trump. And the person who hired him to create it was none other than Hillary Clinton. Obama knew about it and facilitated its use against a sitting president just because he ruined their plan… their 16 Year Plan. I won’t go into that here, that’s a subject for another entry. The MSM knew that the dossier was fake yet they pushed that narrative anyway, you need to ask yourself, “Why would they do that?” and then go searching for the answers.

 

This is just the tip of the iceberg. It’s up to you to find the truth. And to find the truth, you have to start by using a better browser and search engine than Google. I personally use Brave for my browser and Duck Duck Go for my search engine. Google will hide the truth you are looking for, they will bury it so deep that you will get tired of searching for it.

Wag the Dog??

These are just my opinions and thoughts.

I have never actually watched the movie, “Wag the Dog”, but I DO understand the plot and premise. This is the plot as described by IMDB: “Shortly before an election, a spin-doctor and a Hollywood producer join efforts to fabricate a war in order to cover up a Presidential sex scandal.” (This has NOTHING to do with a sex scandal, but the basis is eerily similar.)

We all know about green screen and CGI usage in the movies, we have also witnessed it in our politics, news and other “live” shows especially over the past year. We have seen how it has been used for talk shows with one person in L.A. and the other in Chicago, but with the “magic” of green screen, it looks like they are on the same sound stage. We have all watched movies with awesome effects created with CGI and have been awestruck by the “perfection” of it all. Well, what if what we are seeing on our TVs, computers, phones and any other digital devices is just that; CGI created scenarios to cause fear?

A few weeks ago (or less), the news media (MSM) were all showing protests happening in DC. I follow a couple of channels on Telegram and the owners of those channels LIVE in DC and were on the streets where the MSM were “filming” the unrest and there was nothing… well, there were police cars lining the streets, but there were NO people, no rioters, no protestors and it was ALL happening in REAL TIME! So where were the protests? Where were the fires? They weren’t in DC that’s for sure. Why would they do this? Why would they create something like this to scare or worry people? It’s actually quite simple, fear mongering, fear porn, whichever one you want to call it. So if they are willing and in a lot of cases, eager to produce that narrative on a small scale, why not on a larger scale, say like Israel, Palestine and Iran? If you are still glued to CNN, MSNBC, CBS, ABC, or any other of the Legacy News Media outlets or news papers, SHUT THAT SHIT OFF NOW!! Look into alternative news sources, ONLY watch your local news for the weather, but be cautious there too, weather can also be manipulated, but that it a subject for another entry… I might cover that later. My point is, look for LOCAL independent journalists to find out what is really going on.

So back to the Israel, Palestine and Iran issue; what if what you are seeing over and over on whatever device you are watching on, what if it’s all a movie production and what the Israelis, Palestinians and Iranians are seeing is something totally different? What if they are seeing unrest or attacks here, in the US? It’s not outside the realm of possibilities for something like that to be done. I know, you are asking, “WHY would they do this?” Well, you see there has been a plan for our world for a very long time and every time they get close to seeing it through, some Patriot comes along and messes with their plans. The first one in our generation was President John F Kennedy, he was assassinated for wanting to fix it, the next was President Ronald Reagan, there was an assassination attempt on his life and it was enough to get him to stop what he was trying to finish up for JFK, but it still stopped the plan, and the most recent was President Donald J Trump. I don’t know if y’all noticed, but after Reagan, the MSM stopped telling us about assassination attempts, well they did. Did you know that there have been so many attempts on President Trump’s life that if they would have reported on them, there probably would have been at least one a month? There has been at least one that I know of since he left office, thank GOD for bullet proof glass.

But I digress… let me get back to why they would fake all of it. With a war, they can shut everything down (for “safety”), and then they would say, “Since you have been so understanding about the war and the shutdowns, we are going to reset the entire financial system! We are going to forgive debts and we are going to take care of you.” In short…welcome to Socialism and the New World Order. Think about this, going back many MANY presidents, how many have started wars while in office? All but ONE and that ONE was President Trump, he brought PEACE! He introduced peace treaties all around the globe! And in just over 110 days in office, Joe Bidan has pretty much reversed ALL OF IT!! He has pissed of Putin, Kim Jong-un, and I don’t know how many others, I literally lost track. Bidan is part of the 16 year plan that started with Obama, it was supposed to finish with Hillary but President Trump won. Now, this is just an aside, but for the entire run of President Trump’s term as president, the left CONSTANTLY cried, “Russian collusion and election interference/fraud.” NOW, they just keep saying that interference and fraud just can’t happen. Um…what? They SWORE that President Trump cheated, and now are saying that it isn’t possible since their candidate won. Yeah right… Just think about that one for a while and then maybe, just maybe it will make you start looking into things on your own. Anyway, President Trump did not start any wars, he didn’t interfere with any already going on, he brought our troops home and he completely screwed up their plans. So why, on God’s green Earth, can so many people hate him so much?? He lowered taxes, which meant that people were bringing home more money, unemployment across the damn board was the LOWEST it had been in over 50 years in ALL categories, we had companies returning to the States from overseas and Mexico bringing jobs back home, and the biggest thing (to me), he reawakened the Patriotic Spirit in so many! The left, the deep state, the elites, they don’t like that, but he did it, and he is continuing to fight for us every day even though he isn’t sitting on Capitol Hill.

I know that I was kind of all over the place with this, but the main point of this is, if what we are watching and being spoon fed is all lies in the form of CGI, green screen or whatever fake phony and false thing they can come up with, you need to figure out the “why” for yourself. Do yourself a favor though, use an alternative browser, it’s been proven time and time again that “goggle” (Intentionally misspelled for reasons that you will figure out should you choose to.) has hidden things in the darkest recesses of their search engines. In fact, do this, get on to Duck Duck Go (DDG) and look up President Trump, you will find things that you won’t on “goggle”. Yes, there will be some similarities, but you won’t have to dig as deep on DDG as you will others. In fact, replace your browser with Brave, use DDG as your search engine so that you aren’t tracked and monitored with every keystroke.

Writing Again

 Since I can't seem to find "Notes" on Fb anymore, I figured that I would revive my blog here. Hopefully they won't be douchepoodles and censor me. If they do... well then I will just try to create my own website and post there.

A little "background". I have posted here before, nothing really major, but since my last entry, I have been researching a lot of things, things that shouldn't be kept in the dark, but need to be brought into the light. (Yeah, I am one of "those" people...don't like it, don't read it.)

I am a mom, a grandma, a cancer survivor and Patriot. I have read and watched things that would make your hair stand on end and keep you awake for days, they would break your heart and bring out the full extent of your anger and fury. Anything that I write will be researchable. I have been doing this for so long that when someone tells me to prove it, I will tell them to prove me wrong. I will also recommend NOT using google, safari, or firefox to dig for anything. I recommend Brave as your browser and Duck Duck Go as your search engine. They don't bury the truth as happens a LOT with the other three. If you don't believe me, do a search for GOOD things that President Trump did, they will be buried and the top results will be smear stories.

Okay, that's enough for now, there will be more to come.

Brenda

Scars

Scars...everyone has at least one visible scar.  But what about the scars that you can’t see: the scars on your heart and your very soul?  Visible scars sometimes fade away with time, the others, they only fade when you are truly able to let go of the reasons they are there in the first place.

Everyone deals with these scars differently, regardless of their visibility.  There are creams out there to make the visible ones go away, but what if there is a positive reason for a scar?  I have a couple of visible scars that I will forever show off, like Merit Badges, the reason for this is because they are there for no other reason but to remind me of my battle for life.  Before I went  through chemo eight years ago (I know!  It so doesn’t seem like it has been that long!) I had a biopsy, this was how we found out what type of cancer I had, that left a 2 inch scar under my right arm.  Then they implanted my power port.  That left another 2 inch scar, this one right below my left collar bone and right above my heart.  When they were finally able to remove the port, they re-opened that scar so that I wouldn’t have another one.

The invisible scars are those left by trauma to our hearts and souls.  Some feel like they will always be there and never go away.  But they do, you just have to figure out how to help them heal and fade away.  My generation and even the generations before were brought up on the saying, “Sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me.”  I am hear to tell you that that particular saying is so very wrong.  Bruises fade, bones heal, but hurtful words take a lifetime to get over, well, maybe not a lifetime, but a while.  It’s been 17 years since I got out of a very abusive relationship, it wasn’t physical, just mental and verbal, and I am still healing those scars, but I am finding ways, every day to heal them and make that pain disappear.

I loved to do the surveys on MySpace and every once in a while there would be a question about forgiveness, my standard answer is usually, “Forgiving is the easy part, forgetting is a whole other story.”  However, I have learned that once you let go of past hurts, these scars do heal and they go away and this leaves you in a much happier place.  I still have scars that seem will never fade and once in a while, it feels as if they have re-opened and the hurt is there all over again. These are the times that I feel completely alone, and don’t feel like I have control over my life.  But then I try to push the hurt to the back of my mind and they begin healing again.  Once I no longer think about that pain, and what caused it, that scar heals even more.  As we go through life, there will always be events that add more scars to our hearts and our souls, it is just up to us to help them heal. 

I have been very fortunate in that I have a very large support system.  My friends that I had on MySpace who “carried” me through my treatments, as well as my family, and friends who aren’t cyber-space friends were my support system.  Some of you I will never have the privilege of meeting in person and that in itself causes a small scar on my heart because that part of me would love to thank you face to face for your friendship and your support.

When it seems that you won’t ever be able to make a scar go away, stop and think about what is causing this scar to re-open and hurt all over again.  Put things into perspective, then begin whatever healing process works for you.  I had to learn to just breathe.  When things get to be too much, I stop and just breathe, I focus on the whole aspect of breathing and nothing else because without breathing, what are we?  We are nothing but a corpse.  It may not work for everyone, but it is like the old saying, “Take time to stop and smell the roses”.  Take time for yourself, it is important in the grand scheme of things.  We all need it in one way or another.

Love also helps to heal, whether it is the love of a significant other, a best friend, or the love of your family.  Love is the most powerful emotion that we, as humans, get to experience and I feel sorry for those who will never know the meaning of true love. 

Laughter, yet another thing to help the healing process.  I had to learn to laugh again.  I had let laughter leave my life and when I did laugh, it always seemed to me as if it were forced.  But now, I laugh freely and with all the gusto of life itself.

Love hard and completely, Laugh as if no one were listening, and Live...live life to its fullest because we never know when we will draw that final breath.  And breathe, breathe in the smells of the world good, bad or otherwise. 

Love to all,

~RaveynAngel

The Paranormal, Ouija Boards and the End of Days

What I am about to share with you is my opinion, you may not agree with me, or you may think that I am full of shit for believing this, but it IS my opinion, my belief and if you don’t share my side that’s fine. I don’t mind friendly debate, but please keep it civil.

I am going to start at the beginning, so that you will know where I am coming from and why I have these thoughts. (The first part was included in a blog that I shared called Ouija Boards: My Thoughts and Experiences. https://www.facebook.com/notes/brenda-rene%C3%A8-fulbright/ouija-boards-my-thoughts-and-experiences/1474448729468594 )

It was the summer of 1972, I was almost 5 years old and we were at East Side Baptist Church in Topeka, KS. It was after church and they were having a record/book burning bon fire. (For the record, I now believe these to be wrong, but I do understand how religion works as I was a bona fide preacher’s kid.) A teenage girl walked up to the fire with a board game of some sort and threw it onto the fire, within seconds the fire caught it and I heard an inhuman scream and saw a green flame shoot from the box. I also noticed that no one else reacted; meaning no one else heard or saw what I did. I was confused because I couldn’t figure out what kind of board game would do that. A little while later another teenager had another one just like it and was walking towards the fire. This time I really looked at the box and saw the word Ouija on the lid; I didn’t know what it was and was too timid to ask my dad, who was standing right next to me. Within a few seconds the fire caught it and again, I heard that inhuman scream, but this time, I saw a shape in the blue flame that shot out of the box. I also noticed that again, no one reacted, I’m pretty sure that I am the only one who witnessed these things.

Shortly after that, the movie The Exorcist was released and people went nuts over it. There was a family in our church that went to see it and after a month they still wouldn’t sleep with the lights off. Our preacher, of course, was telling how horrible it was and that no one should go see it. (I feel the need to mention that going to see movies was against their beliefs so of course, they were preaching against it.) I’ve seen the movie, and I happen to love it.

Back in the 80’s, there was a movie made called Witchboard; there was one truth in that movie…well, there were a few, but this one in particular is the “important one”; never ever play with a Ouija board alone. The reason, it doesn’t take but one person to open the portal, but it takes two or more to close it.

In recent years there has been an influx of paranormal movies and ghost hunting shows including one called Ouija. Back in the day, people didn’t talk about ghosts; you would be thought to be crazy if you did; but now it’s pretty awesome if you are a ghost hunter, a medium, or a psychic. I am what’s called a sensitive, I was given the gift of being able to sense spirits, I can tell if they are safe or malevolent, and even if they are male or female; I can also see and speak to them. I have had this ability ever since that bonfire in 1972 or at least that is when it became active.

For the past 10 television seasons there has been an extremely popular show called Supernatural. I’m not going to lie I am a huge fan of the show and the stars. However, I believe that there is a LOT of truth behind this show, that there is fact mixed in with fiction and I will explain why a little bit at a time.

With the explosion in the popularity in the Ouija Board I believe that people are being irresponsible in messing with them.  I was watching Ghost Adventures a while back and in this episode they decided that it would be a good idea to call upon a demon using a Ouija Board. The issue that I had was that they brought in a couple who had already used one to call on this particular demon, Zozo, before. The woman on there was either completely strung out on drugs, or that demon really was there and had possessed her. Now, you may or may not believe in possession, but I believe that it happens.

Now, when you consider all of the people out there who have decided that it’s a cool thing to play with a Ouija or Spirit board alone, you need to think of all of the open portals out there. You may not believe in the paranormal, in ghosts, in demons or angels, but I do. And I believe that the veil between worlds has gotten so totally thin that they are now walking our plane with ease. I also believe that there are those out in the world who are so completely evil that in my mind, the only explanation is that they are possessed.

A while back, I was watching videos on YouTube about “shape shifters” and such, and there were some where you could see the person’s eyes change. I know…I know, that could be a camera flare, lighting issues or it could be manipulated by software, however, a few of the people that were in these videos have been linked to the Illuminati. Do I believe in the Illuminati? Yes, I do. Do I believe that they are Devil worshippers? Sure. Do I think that everyone believes that they exist? No, and I am not going to try to change your mind about it. However, the fact that a specific symbol shows up in numerous music videos, CD covers, etc… is enough to at least make you wonder.

What I am saying is that what if the increased usage of Ouija/Spirit Boards has opened up doorways from Hell to here? What if they really are walking among us? What if people in power have been possessed by demons whose only goal is to destroy our world as we know it? What if the Bible is right…and it is closing in on the end of days? It’s just something to think about.

For the record, I am a Christian, and I do believe in the end of days, I don’t know if it’s near or not, but I will admit that things are definitely a little dicey in our world right now, and I don’t see it changing any time soon.

Encouragement

I am going to “reveal” a few things about myself in this that I wouldn’t normally talk about. I am not doing it for pity, or to get any sympathy; but I am doing this because it is due to this tidbit that I have finally decided on a New Year’s Resolution. My resolution is to be an encourager, to do my best to lift people up and not tear them down. Will I slip up and forget, sure I will, I’m human. But I will just keep persevering because it is important to me.

The thing is that growing up, we all thought that we had figured out what we want to be when we grow up, and for some, their ideas changed daily. Some wanted to be a police officer, or a fire fighter, others wanted to be a rock star, or an artist. And the best thing that you can do when your children go through these phases is to encourage them! When I was in 8th grade, I was in the band, I played the flute (NO JOKES – I’ve heard them all, and the band camp one is the worst because EVERYONE brings that one up.). Anyway, we were each being called into the teacher’s office to discuss whether or not we were going to continue playing in the band in high school. Everyone was so excited because of course we all wanted to. I had held first, second or third chair off and on since 5th grade, and I wasn’t bad; but when I got into the office, he shut the door, sat down, looked me in the eye and said, “You aren’t going to sign up for band in high school are you?” It was the way he said it, like he didn’t want me to…I was heartbroken, but being the person that I was back then, I returned his look, dead in the eye, and said, “Obviously you don’t want me in band in high school, so I don’t think that I will.” I got up, walked out the door and didn’t shed a tear until after class when I hid out in the bathroom, pretended to be sick and went home. I will never forget that moment, and when I told my parents what he had said, they dismissed it as if it was nothing. They didn’t encourage me to practice harder, to prove to him and myself that I was worthy of being in the band, they just dismissed it, they dismissed my heartbreak and they dismissed my tears.

Fast forward to my junior year in high school; I had been in choir all of that time and my boyfriend at the time convinced me to try out for one of the solos in our Christmas Concert, so I did. No one knew that I had a three octave range; that I could sing. After the band incident, I had pretty much turned inward. I kept to myself and kept my head down; completely opposite of what I am now. I got up to try out and even my teacher was shocked, the look on her face made me feel good because I nailed it. I had so many people after class tell me that they didn’t realize that I could sing. The next day the solo was given to someone who had sung solos in our concerts since we were freshmen because the teacher wanted someone who had done it before and she wouldn’t have to worry about me getting stage fright. I looked her in the eye and informed her that the previous summer, at church camp, I had sung a solo in front of 1500 people, so stage fright wasn’t an issue. She didn’t even bat an eye and still gave the part to the other girl. Again I was crushed, but I wanted to sing and I was determined to do it professionally whether I got that damn solo or not. But again when I got home, there was no encouragement to keep going. A year later, while singing a solo at church, I damaged my vocal cords and my three octave range was gone, I can barely do 1 ½ octaves if I’m lucky.

I wanted to go to college, but I didn’t know that there was such a thing as financial aid, my counselor never told me, so I thought that my only option was BBC (Baptist Bible College) where I could have attended for free because my dad was a preacher. And even back then that was NOT happening. But whenever I would mention wanting to go to college, I got nothing. I was told that they couldn’t afford to send me to college, so I just needed to get a job and pay for it myself. It didn’t matter what I wanted to do, it was always met with indifference.

Don’t get me wrong, my parents did the best that they could for us. I don’t think that even they knew anything about financial aid for college. But when I was younger, I felt like no one believed in me, and I think that sometimes that carries over into my adult life because I am constantly second guessing myself, but I am working on that and trying to remain confident.

When my children were growing up, I tried to always encourage them no matter WHAT it was that they were doing, I still do it now. And now, they return that encouragement. I can’t even begin to tell you how it makes me feel that I am finally doing something that my kids can be proud of me for, and they are, and they let me know it!!

Encouragement is something that we all need; not all the time, but when people get down, it’s great to hear someone tell you, “You got this!” or “You can do it!” Sometimes I feel like I am starving for encouragement, but I get over that when I start looking through my pictures on fb and reading the comments.

So for the second part of my resolution; if you are feeling down, or less than confident, and you need some encouragement, or just someone to listen to you, I’m here. I want you all to know that you are fully capable of doing whatever you set your mind to do, never give up, don’t listen to the haters and be confident…you got this!

Boycott WWE Raw for ONE Week

I am calling for a one week boycott of Monday Night RAW. Why? Well, let me explain.

Ever since the brand split, it’s as if the writers for Raw think that they have it made, that they don’t even have to try, while Smackdown has been putting on PPV level matches, offering amazing story lines and now, in the lead up to WrestleMania, they are building the matches and the rivalries and it is rapidly becoming WWE’s Flagship show. Yes, I know what that means and that title can never really be taken from RAW, but I think you get what I am saying.

Raw seems to be skating along, thinking that they can’t be touched while I see more and more of the WWE Universe getting more and more bored with the RAW product. It is so bad to me that I wish that when Finn Balor returns they will put him on Smackdown where he will be booked properly and not underutilized like so many of the “smaller” wrestlers do on RAW.

Honestly I only watch RAW because of a handful of wrestlers, but their storylines are getting weaker and weaker to the point of redundancy. Something seriously has GOT to give. 

My proposal is for everyone in the WWE Universe to boycott RAW for just one week. Just one…and in turn, tune in to Smackdown. Let’s show Vince that we deserve better, that his TALENT deserves better, that the RAW writers need a fire lit under their collective asses and they had better start putting out a better product, one that will give Smackdown a run for their money, or the WWE Universe will keep speaking loud and clear by not saying a word, but by no longer watching RAW. I will miss my favorites, but they do deserve better, SO much better!!